i just spent the past three days

... busting ma ass for my mother; setting up the bar, making drinks, cleaning up the bar, cleaning up the dance floor, tables this way, chairs stacked 12 high, washing unbearably large pots and pans, listening to people complain and ask for forks that were sitting right in their faces, wanting to punch an old man in his face for having a 'mightier than thou, better do what i tell you' attitude when we were breaking our backs trying to bring order to the place. Let's not even forget how drained I am cuz of this female duty to ovulate and release eggs every month.

I had no idea I loved my mother this much. Had it been anyone else, I would have been said 'Fuck You' and made a grand exit. It pays to work this hard though. My body is sore as hell, my eyes are burning from lack of sleep, and frankly I don't think I'm as cute as I would normally be and that bothers me. But hey, least I got something good to complain about.

In other news...my father is coming to visit for the holidays. That was his reason for denying me a semester in Europe. Thinks he's slick, but I got something for him. Gonna be deep in them pockets this winter.

I kinda look forward to it, I like to see him age and still retain his late 30's early 40's look. I miss having my father around to talk politics and watch CNN and BBC news with. Watching him actually do yoga positions I couldn't even do if I had the guts to try em. But I'd rather have my freedom. He's not going to like my social life at all and that just might be a lil problem...hehe, we'll see.

On to another beautiful week. Stay focused people, we're going the distance!