My Sun-Sun is gone

"...sometimes ya sunshine gets snatched like a necklace, when you get too drunk on power and ya drive get reckless..."

i just wanted her to be happy...and no one else did. Right now, i'm not feeling anyone in this house. I thought i'd be okay with letting Sunny go, but i'm not. I don't hear her lil feet walking up and down the stairs everytime i call her. And she can't open the bathroom door when im taking a shit to see what i'm doing. And there's no one to greet me, no one to look out the window with her ears all up, cuz her awareness level was off the meter. No one to scare all the gentlemen callers at 2 in the morning, no one to nip at anyone yelling at me. No one to sit her butt right on my lap, as though she were a child, and fart those deadly dog farts. No one can replace her either.



She's given me cute ass grandbabies, a reason to beat the shit outa her, tested my speed,( she was definitely gonna bite that lil girl if i ain't scoop her up) satisfaction by toturing my brothers and their ignorant friends, (you've no clue how funny it is to watch damn near grown men on top of the dinning table yelling for their mommies.) and lots of funny moments. She was ma peoples forreal, she never betrayed me despite her whorish ways, and she always was a good judge when it came to the men in my life. I'ma miss ma Shug...just hope i don't go crazy...cuz i can't stop feeling like she's right behind me all the time...