...Cuz i can't possibly look good 2 weeks in a row. It's just not something I am capable of. Think about the times i don't sleep, the days i got attitudes and my face is all tight, the days i just don't feel like gettin dressed and will put on pj's to go to work...and even the days i'm with my African, what about those days?
...Maybe i just encounter all the desperate dudes that take me for an easy target since i'm generaly nice in the begining. The past 4 days alone, i've met a dude each time i was on my way home. And who wants to holla at people at 7 am? Today's guy was cute as hell, my physical type. He has honey colored eyes and cinnamon skin that glistens in the sun. Gay( as the boys would say) but sexy.
...Lucky for me, it wasn't Leiland part 4 cuz i got disappointed right off the back. Not only is he exactly like my ex, similar situation and all, but he's a lil to eager to have some sort of sexual contact with me. Jailbirds aren't really my thing anymore. Far more emotional instabiliy than regular birds in prison out here, that's my experience anyway.
...Maybe i'm just that sexy? Or maybe it really is a buncha LAS copies that see something good in me and really wanna just be able to say they had a good girl once...maybe it's just sex.
...Either way, i'm not interested in the banal convos about how coming up was so damn hard and how you've changed so drastically. Tell me about your tomorrow, show me that you're moving in a direction, preferably a good one. Teach me something i didn't know about the world. I'm tired of talking.
...Dude, i got two African dudes going head to head tryna capture and keep my heart. It's like what i say doesn't even count, cuz i definitely said i didn't want to take it there. But they're so giving, and willing, and actually very funny about not tryna step on each others toes yet still bathmouthing each other. It's a cute competition, but there's gonna be two losers. I am not tryna be a part of some sick twisted threesome...i gave fair warning...
No one ever listens to me...
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whuddup girl, its Anj. Long time no chat- heard from edwin yall resolved ur beef- its about time dammit- neways im still checkin up on you but im still on lock so not making any fake plans to meet up when i know i can't- however...my moms going away for a month-starting next week so i can actually make real plans- holla at ur girl if ya wanna chill or chat wutever- till then luv ya
"Maybe i'm just that sexy? Or maybe it really is a buncha Leiland copies that see something good in me and really wanna just be able to say they had a good girl once...maybe it's just sex"
Or Maybe its all the above, i mean you are quiet attractive person in many ways that i know of :)
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