...has happend. too much to write down. Just know that i really can't wait for this new year. If i have to do it by myself, i will. Everything will work out.I promised myself, so it's definitely gonna work out.
...i've been sooo insipired to just be the me i used to be. Me; uninhibited, happy, free of stress, drunk most of the times, and just completely filled with useless info. I've been reading, writing, just going outside of my comfort zone formed by my loneliness and dissappointment in the world and it's inhabitants. I feel like i was holding on to a suitcase filled with bricks just to find out it didn't even belong to me. I'm so through with it all...i know i've said it a million times before but this time means so much more to me. I'm at a turning point. I've got a soundtrack to my life from here on out, so fuck it let the scenes play out.
...i'm thinking lil shindig for new years...where, is the question...but i neeeeeeeed, more than anything need to be with positive people and someone i can fuck the shit out of. I'm starting the new year out the way i ended one of the best years of my life...riding a cloud of euphoria induced by good sex and great drinks...care to join ?
Friday, December 09, 2005
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im trying to send u a cooment,and i need u to accept me as a friend first
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