fuck being the oldest

....i am only one human. I can take but so much blame before my shoulders break and my knees give in. STOP yelling at me everytime someone else does something. I don't remember giving birth to anyone in my 21 short years of life, so please stop putting your responsibilities on my shoulders. I got my own shit to deal with. You're pushing me away with the same stories...and when i leave, i will not be looking back...think about your words before you speak em. Please. That's all i ask.