Thursday, March 09, 2006

my business partner


...so we tryna build this empire by starting out making films and documentaries. Her name is Nina. She's the half that wants everything done A.S.A.P and gets absolutely irritated if she feels she's not being listened to. A spoiled brat, yes she is. But so am I. I have my ideas, I kn0w they fly and I want them executed. If not I catch my attitude and basically say " It's wateva!" which absolutely irritates Nina to no end because she feels like now I'm quiting since things ain't going my way. We are soooo immature and very spoiled in our own ways. But for some reason we work well together...I'm the calm professional one, she's the wild uncencorsed energy we need on board. Absolute irony, since outside of 'Tantrum Production' I'm the extrovert, crazy, loud one and she's the laid back, chill, 'let's smoke an L' one.








...Basically, yesterday was our 'Tantrum' day out. We basically realized that we know absolutely nothing about each other beyond the basic everyday sarcasm and corny jokes. So I began to wonder, would that make it easier to be business partners or harder. I trust no one. She took offense when I suggested we actually get a lawyer. I know she probably feels that we're at a point in our friendship where we should be comfy with each other but... all i know is that we're on the same team, but do we want the same things?








...We need a team. I like to do everything my way. But I guess a team is necessary when tryna make a film. I hate telling people what to do because when they do it wrong, I spazz out. A bit of a perfectionist I guess. But I'm not relying on many of my friends to fill the positions on my team for the simple fact that most of them already feel the friendship should permit alot of different things to go down between us. I'd rather work with completle strangers. Is that fucked up ?








...Well, I don't know. We need to set some ground rules, I guess. Let's just see how this goes.