aiiiiii excitement

spoke to nina...things are gonna start rolling this summer...Excited once again...i dont care if someone has our name...we rock it better.I'm mad we missed tribeca and the African film festival too....I hear "Drum" starring Taye Diggs is actually worth seeing.








im gonna quit my job..."fuck life" as my brother says, im not happy so why settle for the bullshit. I'm young enough to feel that i can do anything with my life. I won't feel the whole, 'what the hell am i doing with my life guilt' just yet. I have to quit, it keeps me up and away from all that i love and wish to accomplish. It was always just a temporary hussle, and now I have become my job. and besides, Syrone needs friends who don't live at their jobs...








still dating my African. my cousin Yamz says it sounds like I'm his slavemaster. I can't help it. I don't like dispensing too much information about my guy so I give them lil nicknames and talk about our experiences. with all my crazy exe's willing to shoot people to try and get back with me, i can't be giving out the governments.








my allergies are kicking my ass...I can't breathe one day, I'm itching the next day, I'm doing that throat scratchy thing thats really loud my mom hates...and she brings flowers into the house as if she's tryna keep me out...she knows im sickly with flowers in my air space. spring is definitely here for me. meaning it's my born day season...22 finally. eeuww I'm getting all grown.








myspace has permitted me to reconnect with so many friends from the past. I've moved so much. It feels good to know that they're still alive and well and actually remember me. I've lived in some places for no more than 3 months. I'm glad I left peach dust all over the place. I've missed so many people...now we're grown!








i just feel good right now. not because things are going right, but because i know they will get better. i will have more time to be myself and enjoy the things that make me happy. i'll be broke, but i'll be back in school, spending time with my peoples, building, attending events, might even join an organization (one that hasn't been founded in my basement with my brothers and cuzins) or start one...who knows? i need to do something cuz my mind is in overdrive. live and let live people, life is too short. foo!